the devil : "I think you really shouldnt go. HALOO? u're gonna abandon your piano for 3 freaking months. are you sure you gonna catch up?

the angel : "why not? you can listen to the recording that your teacher gave you...and just try to imagine a piano infront of you. and you'll make ALOT of new friends there =). cheer up yo!

the devil : "yea right! like you will meet so many good friends there.

the angel : "you know, you'll be fine. I know you can do it. wateva challenges happens. as long as you got the faith in yourself. “YES I’M POSSIBLE!”

the devil : "heellloo...stop neglecting my idea. if you go, you're not gonna take wat driving lesen and you have to buy a memory card for your nokia hp. and and, it will definately spoil your plan. I thought you wana improve your english in the next 3 months? and and you wana do all those research in all the WORLD issues and update yourself bt all the news and gain more knowledge before you go college? Dun tell me you’re gonna waste your time in NS for saving the country for god sake. wat about your friends? arent you gonna miss them?

the angel : "haha...like you're that hardworking. u sure u wana go january intake? haha..I know you dun wana start all the studying and college. you lazy bump! so if you go or dont go oso makes no difference. friends come and go. so you should deal with it. besides, NS will make you more independent and since you're so afraid of those insects, mayb it'll help you to overcome these things.

the devil :" are you sure? wat about NIGHT TIME ??? *evil smile*

the angel : rmb wat bhante told you in the camp?? its just thoughts. bsides, you can call xiashuen every week if you're scare.

the devil :"wat about your new hp?? you’re gonna leave it for three freaking months?

the angel : why? its just three months. dun tell me you cant live with that? you can have it as long as you wan after three months. and you’re gonna buy new memory card isn’t it? so that wont be a problem. I really think you should go...since its so near your hometown =D.

and the list goes on.......

see? its so frustrating right?

its raining again. and I felt so damn emo. I really dun feel like staying at home.

"you know, you're like living in your own world" - Urgg...I hate this sentence so much! I just cant stand the nagging so I finally decided to ignore everything around me and let my mind flow. that doesn’t mean that Im living in my own world.

"can you pls tidy up your place" - urgg again..i admit im a not-so-neat person.

"pls dun watch those drama edi" - helo?? Im gonna leave this tv for like..how many months? 3 months..and I just borrowed some movies from Alicia, cant you just leave me alone in front of

the Tv for this few days??

***

Thailand wasnt that fun. urg. wats the point if you book a 5 star hotel which is so far away from the town? but, it's also a good thing. becoz there're loadz of good-looking ang mo. =P.but next time, Im so gonna go overseas all alone. WITHOUT anyone accept for my almost same age couzy or even my BABEs! I think it'll be more FUN. and I cant have to FREEDOM to order my own food. that's the most FRUSTRATING matter! and I din get to go alot of place, becoz somehow, half of us wanted to visit alot of place, and half of us wana go back hotel and SWIM...

but its a good thing I get to take alot of cool pictures.

look through the hole. and you'll find something wonderful! =).

for the past few days in YDC camp, I’ve been dealing with cats meal. and when I went Thailand, I still have to deal with them also. Gaa…why are there so many cats in my life?? I hope there wont be any LIZARDS and CATS in NS! PLLLLSSSS!!! I pray hard!

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OMB! I cant believe Im gonna leave this Sunday. Isnt it a good thing?

next, Im so gonna talk bt this.

--Yong Carmen,

okay. Im so gonna miss you. and Im so use to calling your hse phone at random hours. guess tat wont happen for the next three months ehh?? but you can always call my hp if you want =P. and of course, I hope our friendship will still kekal macam sekarang =D. (nvm nvm..still can text each other! hahahahaha!) do update me bt wats goin on in your life yo! dun later busy make new friends and abandon me. =(. love you loadzz. I guess your *xin xue lai chao* punya sickness is almost over. haha! so, take care yo! and dun cry because of me =P.

--Quek Xia Shuen,

you, although there were many ups and downs, but its all the past rite?? hehe! and I almost forgotten all bt it. no hard feelings k? =D. and pls pls pls dun find another lesbo to replace me! HAHAHAHAHA! kidding! thank you for being the *light* in my life. showing me a dim path out of the darkness.

Question, can I call you if im afraid at night??

not need to say larr…i'll definately miss you LOADSSS la…and you better keep contact with me. I dun like u for not replying my msg! =(.

--kelly yeo

tak ada khabar tentang kamu langsung. mana lu hilang pergi?? saya ni kena pergi NS sudah larr. anyway, I miss those studying and jogging at padang and the random visits to your hse. haha! Its makes my life's so enjoyable and peaceful! =D. wont you gonna miss me too??

yes you! act cute girl. better not act cute anymore and act like you’re tall..hahaha! eh, u better grow taller in the next 3 months. haha! Lets compare your height when I come back during CNY! and dun blow so much wind larr…later I go NS kena flu. you! thank you for listening to all my complains and giving me suggestions to my cloths and also all the comforting. haha! dont be tat “chuan” when Im back =P.

--Leong Sook Jiun

Alllooo…you evil people T.T…dun reply my msg and kept on playing ur computer games. you better not neglect me when I go NS. especially my sms. and I ALWAYS miss you more than chiet Chun! hahahahahahah! wont you gonna miss me again??

--Chai Shing Queen,

I know you wont be reading this unless I force you to visit my bloggie. duh larr I will miss you =). If you suddenly become a superstar when Im back, you better not forget about you darl here and GIVE ME YOUR SIGNATURE SO THAT I CAN SHOW OFF!!! whahahahahaha! woops, crapping =).

you're the most understanding person in my world. and, you’d taught me a lot when Im facing trouble. now tat we graduate, I hope that WE still remain as US. especially our similarity – the SAMPATNESS! and of course, our super duper chunted friendship! better not forget! miss you tonsss!!!