Im sorry I’ve not been updating my blog. I know my blog is like a dead fish now but honestly, I have Nothing to update. Seriously, unless you wanna know about my skytrex trip J. The trip was Awesome. You know, it’s so hard to plan something and actually get everyone to attend it. But this time, it works!!! It FINALLY works!! :D. that’s why I give ALL my strength, energy, out just to enjoy this trip. PLUS, Im so proud of myself because I overcome my height phobia.

I’ve got lots of things to tell but I just don’t know how to express it.

1stly because I think that my language is becoming suckier. I don’t wanna type something out that people WON’t understand.

2ndly I don’t know where to start, or how to start. I’ve so many emotions in me and I don’t know how to handle it.

College is okay. Maybe it’s less than okay for me. But I need to learn to be grateful and thankful for everything that’s happening.

But but but, here comes the but, I actually felt kinda empty when I’m at college maybe because I’m not pack with assignments and presentations shits yet. I actually refuse to mix with people AGAIN. I know, Im weird right? I have no idea why I did it, but sometimes I just need some quiet moments. Loneliness is my partner now J. They are always around me especially when I’m at college. Okay I have to stop. This is the SIGN that will make me spilt out all my negative thoughts in my mind.

I have to start reading books, like turning myself into a total nerd.

Oh one more thing, I hated my home especially during night time. I’m really sick of all those naggings. Come on, if you were me, will you like to be BUG and NAG by your parents asking you to go to bed when it’s only 11.50pm? and my brilliant naggy dad said that he will confiscate my laptop if I don’t off it after 12am. =-=. PLUS, the connection of this stupid maxis broadband becomes faster ONLy AFTER 12am. Oh no, I just can’t stand it. it’s really pissing me off. And this is also a reason why I’m not updating my blog.

Come on, we only blog at home, at a private area. Takkan you wan me update my blog at college? That’s very public for me.

okay, I'm crapping. Gosh. Gtg. Connection lagg. :S