that's it! i'm gonna shut my thoughts out. No more guessing games. I don't wanna guess what people are thinking, what will they think or what so ever because it's so unpredictable and I might die playing all the guessing.
That's it.
I'm gonna start. Start all over again. start talking to people, start ignoring people's thoughts, start loving myself more. I'll do what I think i should do. no more depressing feelings, depressing thoughts. Damn it. Look at what I'm becoming.
