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Monday, June 27, 2011
yallows kawan kawans. I dah nak tukar blog link dah.
new blog is under construction :)
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6/27/2011 01:24:00 AM
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tonight.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
I've so much to say but it's just hard for me to put those thoughts in words.
Guess I'll just blog another day :).
For now I'm gonna sleep. Tomorrow's a long day again and I'll make sure my brain is active to think about what to blog tomorrow night :). Labels: random
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6/21/2011 12:11:00 AM
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Royal Family
Saturday, June 18, 2011
okay, I tersilap edi. Royal family is awesome :). Ha! because there's a change in the ending part. Meaning, the ending part is not as BAD or as lousy as I thought. so yea,
Urg and the instrumental music in the show is just <3 <3 awesome!
and this guy up there, haha! he's my favourite :). so dear readers, he's the most-not-gay korean guy i like :). hee! Labels: addiction, my top listed drama
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6/18/2011 12:31:00 AM
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unhappy.
Friday, June 17, 2011
I keep telling myself that I cannot have those kinda thought. because those thought will only prove that I'm still the same old me, that I hadn't change at all. and all I know is, those thoughts will turn me into a bad bad guy.
Almost everyday I have to keep reminding myself that don't judge the book even when I'd already finish reading it. who am I to judge? who am I to say whether she/he's right or wrong, good or bad, ugly or beautiful, wise or stupid?
what? It's not like I'm a high school student and I can bitch about people's attitude character action decision?
Yea, I have to keep telling myself that everyone has their beautiful side. I cannot keep remembering all their bad and ugly side but forget about their good side.
Urg! I now can finally admit that, sometimes, I distance myself from some of my friends just so that I can get rid of those unhealthy thoughts. So I rather stay alone, isolated, just to avoid those judgement from my brain that keeps popping out, just to avoid those analysis my brain has come out with.
I find myself very evil. so evil. and I'm disappointed in myself.
I feel very tired now. why can't my brain treats everything as simple as possible?Labels: I'm having emotional breakdown here
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6/17/2011 12:37:00 AM
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No more speedlight thought?
Monday, June 13, 2011
well, I don't know. that's for you to tell me whether I'm easily distracted or get carried away?
I just wan a cute, big, baskin robin cake..that'll really cheer me up now :'(.
or, you can just bring me to an orchestra, with some ohm sound or whatsoever you call it.
or, you can just bring me to a M.O.D, shoe obsession IDK you name it, and buy me a pair of high heels!
I don't know, all this seems to cheer me up? OMG girly stuff? SO not me ha! But yea, I got influence by people around me :) Yea, this girl here. and another one, Tiffany Choo. i've been spending my 1st half of my 1st year degree with them. and to be honest, I think I'd change a wee bit :).
oh btw, I miss them too :'(
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6/13/2011 01:15:00 AM
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It's been a long time since I jot down my thoughts.
We all wish to have a new car, new phone, to lose weight. But a person who has cancer only wants one thing. To fight their cance...r. I know that 97% of you won't put this on your wall. But 3% of my friends will. Put it on your wall in honor of someone who died from cancer or who's fighting against it now.♥
I saw this on a friend's status. For now, I wish everyone in the world who suffers from cancer can get well soon. may they be well and happy always.
and p/s : don't say I didn't warn you, I'm not in a very good mood now IDK why. So yea, if you're just dropping by or bloghopping and will start bitching about me, just get out.
today was a weird day, I don't know how I survived till the end but yea, I survived..although I slept for only 6 hours.
Conclusion : I just don't feel like myself today.
I'll continue this post when I can think about what to write :O
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6/13/2011 01:00:00 AM
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Friday, June 10, 2011
So i choose to rot at home even there're people asking me out today.
I just feeling spending time with myself :/.
because i don't feel belong anywhere. so i choose to just stay with myself :).
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6/10/2011 09:03:00 PM
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