I wish I could find the right word to describe how I feel now.
There are scratches in my heart, in my soul. at times, I can't feel it. I just felt like I can't breathe. Ask me whether I'm okay? I'll tell you I don't know. I wish I can draw a mood-graph for you people to see it.
I'm weird. I'm trying to hide myself up now. I deactivated my facebook, my blog. everything.
ask me why? I can't give you an answer. I don't know. told you I have super extreme mood swings.