College is hectic. The assignments, tests, quiz, and presentation keep on flowing towards us like a waterfall.

Okay. I have to train myself to handle this kinda stress :D.

It's all about balancing. =\. Balance up my study time and play time.

But lately, I dunno why, something keeps on bothering me. I think it's about my self progress or something. I hate myself when I talk bout it. Cause I feel so useless, discouraging and disappointed in myself.

I want to do something useful. useful to myself, to my family, and to the society. Gosh. I just dunno wat to do. I felt like an useless freak. ==

even my piano teacher said : "where is that very geng punya eesuen?" where?? I also cannot find. Something inside me is missing. Confident? IDK.

Rotten. you know. I am rotting. I can feel it. Ass. how to click that "on" button to start progressing myself??

TEACH ME.

tuning to : Glee Cast - Defying Gravity.